because its not really that easy to get drugs in galway you can buy super cutty legal shit in headshops. pills are usually packaged as plant food and powders as bath salts. yeah, pretty sketchy. anyway some irish dude recommended this one called blow that imitates the effects of ecstasy using god knows what kinds of chemicals. i tried it and liked it. i recommended it to other people in my program.
and then all of a sudden, everyones doing it. and all the time.
girls who had never smoked weed before have started popping fake plant food ecstasy like every fucking weekend. and everyone recognizes that its all my fault.
everyone in the house spent all day cleaning yesterday for these inspection things that they have here. of course, i got shitfaced and decided to start cooking in the middle of the night and left a huge mess. stayed in my room all day.
my roommates want me dead. im not gonna put up a fight.
I hope your stay in gaol was pleasant enough and wonder if they have the same bail system as we do and should I set up a fund? I do hope you will get to church once in a while. I will let you go and I love you and miss you,
before you breathe that sigh of relief, remember that this is my life. i received that email while extremely intoxicated. in an attempt to reply with a nice email out of gratitude, i end up writing back to her:
dear mom im resentful that you were cooler than me at your age. fuck you, you asshole. -your daughter, cecilia.